OK, I think that's it, I can't escape from this fact anymore. I am passing a very hard time, too much stress and pressure at work, too much black clouds, too much gloom, and sickness, God damn it, it made things even worse.
I hate nagging, but I really really have to vent, otherwise I'll explode.
Since when I feel so bad in winter? never happened before. This year, winter sucks big time.
I don't feel like going out. I don't feel like seeing anyone or talking to anyone.
symptoms of depression, aren't they?
well, until the sun shines again, I'll try to find out a way to get me out of this shell.
I am sorry I made u read this, but I had to let it out. don't feel sorry for me, I'll manage to get back to my cheerful mood, don't know when, but I will.